Taylor Swift - Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talked, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you
Saying, "I'm sorry for that night"
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
And I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday pass and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful time
I watch you laughing from the passenger side
And then realize I love you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When the fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was, "Goodbye"

So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you
Saying, "I'm sorry for that night"
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
And I go back to December all the time

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms in that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we love again I swear I'll love you right
I go back in time to change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand...

But this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you
Saying, "I'm sorry for that night"
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

All the time...